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| Well it's been a long yeah :] This years wasn't my best. I just messed up :/.well anyways I have soo much to learn and to do. I can never explain you guys what I feel at the moment. I feel like crying yet I don't. God everything changed this school year. friends I though will be my friends turn out to be my worst nightmare. I cried and cried because I didn't want to believe it but I had to face it. This event drastically changed who I am. for the moment I had no clue of what I was been created like. I just had a moment where everything just stopped for me. I managed to over come it. My life right now seems much more brighter then last time. I am not as depressed as before. I don't want to end my life anymore. My life is the best thing I could ever had. Even though it might not be as perfect like glass but I love it. I can't believe I couldn't see what was in front of me. Every thing doesn't seem so foggy as it used to. I met awesome people this year. Robin,Belen,Catalina, Michelle Lissette, Mary, Oscar, Clud, Stephine. all of them are great I have others too :D but eh the list will be so long and tiring to write. Oh Yeah I got to remind myself to ask for my video game from diego >.<. Life Can ve soo diffcult at time but thats only if you think it is :]. Everything is at your mind and I think it is time for a layout change :3 well this was fun :] |
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| Old Poem "we are only humans " |
To Understand is to feel
To feel is to Understand
I have no clue on why
people hate
Of course I can’t hate
anyone because of the fact
I don’t know them fully
It;s troublesome to know
how people function
it’s Indiffrent
I have seen and heard
"I Can’t find myself"
It;s common among Humans
but in Reality The fact
of life is to create yourself
You create your path
your life
so why do I still
hear you complain ?
You are not lost
You just running out of reason
reasons to choose your Choice
Choices that every single day you face
I’m no differnt either
surpass your fears
Your emotions
Your troubles and
the troubles of others
remember not
everything is your fault
To blame someone else is cruel.
Humans have so much hatred and fear
that causes them to do the wrong actions
why?
Well’ it is just Fear
Fear of change
Fear of holding on to someone
and drown with your own tears
I know because
I am only human
I understand what you feel
I can see right through your eyes
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| Reflection |
I see myself at the mirror
I see two different people
I see her as my shield
I see me as the hidden child
I see we look the same
I see her weakness
She see my weakness
I lay my hand on hers
she does the same.
when our hands touch
I feel her sadness
Her hand is cold
my spine shivers
words disappear
as tears run down her face.
Hold her tight is what I do
Don't shed tears I whisper
She is picky, depressed, wise
When I am with her I don't dare to ask
She is there sitting next to me.
Crying silently holding her last breath
I am happy to know her
She is happy, naive, optimistic
She holds me tight and tells me
You will be alright
I sense her fear
she doesn't dare to question me
I am grateful to have her
I don't know her as I want to
yet I still care for her
We are afraid to talk to each other
just by looking at each other
I can understand her problems
words are nothing
Words are unless
Some words can't be heard
I see myself at the mirror
I see just myself
I see myself as the shield
I see myself as the hidden child
I see who I am and I have no trouble with that |
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Name: Julie
Home: United States
About Me: My name is Julie
I am describe as many thing
Often people tell me "I am happy to have met you" & "You are so different" & "You are such a great person". I just am who I am
I don't like to lie about myself. I enjoy many things
See my profile...
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Brushes by Gvalkyrie
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